Friday, December 13, 2013


I have never had a friend I know this well. I think it's relationships like this that people are talking about when they spout on about creating a family with friends. But it is kind of hard to learn how to make and keep friendships when you spend your entire childhood and early adulthood bouncing from place to place. I've done things for people that their own bio family members wouldn't do for them, and I still get dumped for reasons I don't understand. Leaves me feeling pretty defective and disposable.