have never had a friend I know this well. I think it's relationships
like this that people are talking about when they spout on about
creating a family with friends. But it is kind of hard to learn how to
make and keep friendships when you spend your entire childhood and early
adulthood bouncing from place to place. I've done things for people
that their own bio family members wouldn't do for them, and I still get
dumped for reasons I don't understand. Leaves me feeling pretty
defective and disposable.