Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Interviews, my Homocidal Sister, and Too Much Acid.
I've been feeling a little sad lately. Missing friends and other people I care about. It just sucks that so many people turn their backs on me so often. Why am I so easy to leave behind? It just sucks. People suck.
I'm stressed about the job and the medical bills. I sent out my application for financial assistance to the hospital today, so I hope they approve it. They want a lot of information that I can't really provide, like 12 months of pay stubs. All of my stuff is in my friend's storage unit a thousand miles away. I sent them what I could. I've called my counselor at the hospital twice and he has not returned my calls. That freaks me out a little. My one week stay in the hospital, two ER visits, and three surgeries are going to be somewhere near $100,000, according to my counselor. I haven't received most of the bills yet.
My sister isn't doing so well these days. I picked her up and helped her do some errands and shopping today. She smelled so bad. She hasn't showered in probably a week, at least. She believes there are worms living on her head and has been putting diaper rash cream in her hair. I did my best to try to convince her to shower. She has been drinking every single night since I moved up here. It's really worrying me. She has mentioned that she's had some homicidal thoughts lately and that freaks me out beyond belief. I do not know what to do for her. I know she'll never act on those thoughts. She's very docile and reserved, but it's scary to know that she's been having those thoughts. She thinks people are out to get her all the time. Everything is some sort of sinister conspiracy.