I'm done. I am just done. No insurance. No job. No where to sleep. No money in the bank until my last few weeks of unemployment kick in. I am a fucking loser. There is no place for me.
I've felt so sick all day today. No sleep last night. Migraine that never ends. I had a massive flashback a few days ago and I'm still shaken by it. I don't even know how I ruin relationships half the time. Once alone, always alone. I'm so tired of being alone. It never ends and I can't do it anymore.