Friday, February 8, 2013


I'm done.  I am just done.  No insurance.  No job.  No where to sleep.  No money in the bank until my last few weeks of unemployment kick in.  I am a fucking loser.  There is no place for me.

I've felt so sick all day today.  No sleep last night.  Migraine that never ends.  I had a massive flashback a few days ago and I'm still shaken by it.  I don't even know how I ruin relationships half the time.  Once alone, always alone.  I'm so tired of being alone.  It never ends and I can't do it anymore.