Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Something good came out of it

I just found out that thirty percent of the child pornography on my foster dad's computer were of other kids, not just me.  Today a man and his wife were arrested for trading child porn with my foster dad.  I am feeling so overwhelmed with life right now, but it really helps to know that these horrific last 6 months have been for something.  I have been crying nonstop since I've found out, and they are tears of relief.  I am so relieved.  This was worth it.  You have no idea.

For the first time since this all began, I don't hate myself.  For the first time since this began, I feel kinda good about myself.