|These are my cupcakes|
After the talk my girlfriend felt better. She sat on the couch and flipped on the TV and started working on her computer. I went to my bedroom and I kind of lost it. I went to bed and sobbed for nearly two hours. I've mostly stopped crying, but it keeps flaring up randomly and I have to fight the tears away. I am not even sure what I am crying about. When am I going to start feeling better? It's up to me to change how I feel. I know that, but I just don't know what to do about it. I am weak and pathetic and so tired of being me.