Tuesday, March 6, 2012

days, weeks, months, years

It has been one week since I have cut myself.  One week of resisting.  One week of healthier alternatives to cutting.

It has been one month since I lost my cat.  It still doesn't feel real that she's not here anymore.

It has been 1 month without any new difficult drama in my life.

It has been 9 weeks since I received the photos.

It has been 1 day since I let LAPD search my computer.

It has been 11 months since I last saw my little man.  11 months since I lost another family.

It has been 1 year and 10 months since I first started therapy.

It has been 3 years since I began to start to cry for the first time since I was a teenager.

It has been 53 weeks since I failed suicide.  53 weeks of still being here.