I'm pretty sure that's what I look like when I dance. I think a lot of it has to do with actually going to work in the field yesterday. I've been feeling so bored and useless these last 9 months without a job and a life. I spent the day surrounded by preschoolers and my coworker instead of hiding under my covers until therapy.
I got a lot done today. I went to a couples therapy intake session. Yeah...was as fun as it sounds, but not nearly as bad as I expected. I always hate giving my life history. I hate the pitying looks I get in response. It was also way harder with my girlfriend sitting next to me. I felt a lot more panic and anxiety about my answers than I usually do. I'm not sure why. The questions were really invasive and specific. I'm not sure why they needed such extremely detailed information to find us a couples therapist. My girlfriend seemed really shocked at my answers, which made me feel weird and kind of twitchy.
I also filled out my time sheet for work, entered my direct deposit information, selected my benefits at work, did some DBT homework, made a doctors appointment for my TB test and my gross tongue issue, called Dr. K for help with my DBT homework (never done that before. She was spewing out way too much praise). I also cleaned and gardened. Whoop.
I'm gonna meet a friend for tea right now and then I'm going out to dinner with my girlfriend later.