Even in my own blog people feel the need to let me know that no one wants me. I'm not lovable. I'll never have a family and it's my fault. I get it. I have always gotten it. I am a screwed up fucked up piece of trash that no one could possible ever want to keep around in their life. They keep me wround until they really get to know me and then they throw me away like the trash that I really am. I get it. My life is worthless. I bring nothing into this world. It would be so much better without me in it.