Her first email was sent on Wednesday:
HEY PUMPKIN,Her second email was sent a few hours ago:
HOW COME YOU DONT WRITE ME NO MORE? I MISS MY BLUE EYED GIRL. CALL ME.
This is how it normally happens: she sends me something sweet, I don't respond, and then she sends me something mean. It's like she's two different people, right down to the writing. She always sends me emails when I am the least able to handle them. Right now I am falling apart. Right now I am barley holding on--barley breathing. I threw away my essential item for my plan yesterday but I bought more today. Having it feels better than not having it right now. It's the only thing that comforts me at all.Im tired of these head and heart games. all you do is play games. i dont want to talk to you enyways. i was just trying to be nice. my hole life would be better if i never had you. the hole wrold would be better if you wernt here. i should of got an abortion. yous been nothing but trouble ur hole life. how did create something so vile and discusting. i feel so gulty that i subjected the world to you. i always try to love you becuz i think maybe that will help you be a better person but you make it so hard. i just cant do it eny more. im better off with out you so stay out of my life. Ali dont want you nether so stay away from her to!!!