Having a blog is a very strange thing, especially when people that know you in real life read it. I know my blog makes me seem like I'm a pretty open person, but I'm really not. There are only a select few people in my life that I've shared anything with. A VERY select few so as much as I find this blog a bit therapeutic it's also a great source of anxiety for me. I worry about who is reading it every day. I write things here that I would never talk about in person--stuff that I haven't even been able to talk about in therapy. In person it would be strange and uncomfortable. It would be over-sharing. It would be socially incorrect and incredibly scary. This blog gives people a window into my brain. Is it a window I really want open for others to peak into? I'm not sure. My opinion on this issue changes by the hour. Is this blog worth the risk? Do I really want people to know this part of me? Do I really want to let people see just how wounded I really am? How crazy I am?